Just Not Today

Sometimes, quiet is good.

There are times when a lot is too much.
I understand,
I hope you do too.
 
Alone is something that often escapes.
Company flows into
surrounded, flows into
smothered.
But this is in no way goodbye.
This is in no way bad.
You have yours, and I have mine.
 
Passion cannot sustain us;
we need slow growth, steady growth.
 
I hope that we never have to say never.
I hope that we'll be able to say forever.
 
I want to be able to say that I love you.
But for now, I only have love for you,
I am not IN love... yet.
I want to love you,
I wish I did.
 
And I wish that you'd love me too.
But I don't think you do.
Not yet.
Not yet.
Maybe someday...
 
just not today.
 
As hard as I am trying,
I can't push you into love with me,
I just have to let you fall.
And I will fall with you.
 
And when we reach the bottom,
we can catch each other
and never let go.